school_ i feel its pointless now. lost with what i want to do in life.

friends_homegirls<3     school girls_on the fenceee, finding the true ones. lonely, very sad.

guys_ i keep messing up one after the other. staying single--ABSOLUTELY, for a while until i know what i want.

drinking- life ruiner. i need to stop drinking so heavily.

family_priceless. <3

life in general_shambles. i have to get it together.

just when i thought i was happy, fall 07 came around. reality was a slap in the face.

take me awayyyyyyyyy

ive never not cared. but here i am...

careless & nonchalant.

...wow

RUDE AWAKENING.

indecisive.

Lost & Scared.

let go & live.

or man up?

nothing is alright.

re-evaluating my entire being...